Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Serene: "Darling, next time when we get married can we get a dog?"
..
Lyonel: "Yeah sure, we'll get a chihuahua."
"huh.. a chihuahua?"
"And then we can watch it hop around."
"Chihuahuas don't hop, dear."
"They do!!"
2:40 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Well, so those of you who know me well enough (well that probably just means having me as a Facebook friend) will probably know that I've just finished planning and completing Bike X 2012.








I'll let the gorgeous photos of my friend L, paint the thousand words, then. :) This is a Hall X night cycling event - Bike X 2012, a ride of no regrets. ♥♥








Rmb: Cycle more, sleep less. :)
11:47 PM
"Let me tell you some things I find productive. Positive reinforcement. Negative reinforcement. Honesty. Let me tell you some things I find unproductive. Constantly worrying about where you stand based on inscrutable social clues and then inevitably reframing it all in an assuring way so you can get to sleep at night. No, I do not believe in that at all. Life is long, opinions change. Winners, prove me right. Losers, prove me wrong." - Robert California, The Office.
New Year's Resolution: To live the next year vicariously through this essence of this quote. To live it with recklessness, with caution to the wind, yet with enough vivacity, enough discipline, enough strength and courage to live this next year to the fullest. Yes, this. This is me.
11:23 PM
Sunday, January 8, 2012

In another life, I would be good. I would tumble, freewheel, cartwheel - fly with ease. But it's not to be. I'm not exactly sure when the love and the passion for the quest for perfection became a fruitless pursuit, but I'm tired of this.
I taught myself never to give up, never. Especially in something I feel (felt?) so much passion and love for, for something that finally made me feel like I belonged, after so many years of searching.
But maybe, maybe - it's time to let go. I can't bear to, I can't bear not to. I haven't come to a decision yet, but it's time to decide.
11:10 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Trained so hard, and waited so long to prove myself, and it all culminates in a 6-0 loss when your ex-teammates are umpiring - the very people that I've waited all this while to prove myself to. And then there's -
And then finding him by your room whilst you were hiding amongst the greenery that seems so abundant in the land of Nanyang.
"Do tell me where you hide next time, alright?"
"*sniffling* The point of hiding is to hide and emo."
"And the point of having me around, dear, is to find you when you hide and emo."
3:57 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2011
So I got the results of my first sem. Was aiming for 4.0 and above, and ended up with a 4.00 exactly, which was, I guess, satisfactory. I guess.
Still, God is merciful and it could have been much worse. I vow to work much harder from now on. I came to uni to put my best foot forward and so far, while there have been steps ahead, I guess they weren't the best steps I could have taken.
Each time things get hard, I spend most of my time thinking about broken dreams, and how I wish I was studying what I had hoped for since I was a kid - but I guess this is just life, and we just have to suck it up.
6:18 PM
Monday, December 12, 2011

10:21 PM
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Looking through 'The 45 Most Powerful Images Of 2011' (hover mouse if interested) - I couldn't help but be awed by the sheer power of some images. As a communications student, I was once again convinced of my sometime-wavering commitment to this cause that I believe in. For the pure, raw humanity that was present in the very human expressions of loving and losing and longing that was so present in the photos.







Sometimes this is what makes you fight on, you an insignificant one trying and losing your weakening battle against the largeness of life, trying not to dwell in the lightlessness of lost hope. This one's for everything that I ever believed in and still believe in today, these are my favorites of the year:

Mourning a lost son at the reflecting pools memorial where the Twin Towers once stood. For the ones who lose, the lost will always be remembered. For all those who made the ultimate sacrifice, for the ones that died so that we could live.

The first couple to be registered under the same-sex marriage in Manhattan. For the ones who always believed that laws never made their love any less real. This one's for the ones that are discriminated day after day, for the ones dare not to love openly, for the ones who fight love for the sake of their commitment to their religion - never give up, you are loved.

Christians protecting Muslims from hate crimes and attacks so they may pray in peace. This one nearly made me cry, I must admit. Having seen it for the nth time, this picture still speaks to me on a very, very personal level - that religions that face such animosity on the global level and come together and fight for, not with, each other.

Using pepper spray on a peaceful sit in. This one's for the ones who get lost along the way in the fight for peace, find your way back.

Canine Hawkeye lies vigil beside his slain master, a Navy Seal whose helicopter was shot down. This one's to show that love never dies. Never.

A Chinese boy pays his respects to Steve Jobs at an Apple. This one's for the visionaries that light the way, this one's for the ones leave us too soon. We remember.

Kissing his girlfriend after she was knocked down by police riot-controllers. This one's to show that love conquers all.
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For to love, to lose and to remember - this is what makes us human. And we must never forget that.
2:56 PM
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
So many things to do after exams :)
But I think top of my list has to be start reading again :) I miss my Jane Eyre :(
10:28 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2011
He said, "Son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned??
He said, "Will you defeat them
Your demons and all the non-believers
The plans that they have made?"
And while that sends you reeling
From decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout out loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end?
We hear the call to carry on, we'll carry on
Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
-MCR
This song remains for me what it was for me - Inspirational, even after so many years. :')
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned??
He said, "Will you defeat them
Your demons and all the non-believers
The plans that they have made?"
And while that sends you reeling
From decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout out loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end?
We hear the call to carry on, we'll carry on
Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
Won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
-MCR
This song remains for me what it was for me - Inspirational, even after so many years. :')
6:42 PM
Roger Federer!
Shawn Johnson!
David Cook!